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I'm just so tired, baby. I'm so tired of being here without you. I'm so tired of longing for you. I'm so tired of wanting nothing more than to hold you, kiss you, or look at you. I just want to hear your voice again. I want to talk to you. I just want to make dinner with you. I feel so exhausted. I want to just give up. I just want to sit down and throw in the towel. I know that I can't though. It's just not an option. I'm tired of being strong. I'm tired of having a "brave face". I'm tired of joking around about you being gone. I'm tired of telling people that "I'm fine" when I'M NOT. I hurt. I'm in pain constantly.

I'm just so tired.