Alright. I am a month and two weeks into this deployment. This is what I've observed from my behavior so far. I am probably slightly mentally unstable. I went to a Psychologist recently and proceeded to hear about how he believes all of my marital troubles are based upon the fact that we were both too young to be married and we're too immature to have a serious relationship that involves military absences and significant periods of time where we are both seperate and growing up apart. He deduced this from the half hour we spent getting to know each other and absolutely no interaction with my husband at all... Idk I need to find a new psychologist. I knew what I was doing when I was 17. I knew what I was getting into. I knew that this marriage was going to have hard times. I knew that we were going to pull through together. We're still going to pull through together. Regardless of what some shrink says is best for us. Jordan is best for me. I don't need a PhD to tell me that. He also said other things that I don't think he had a right to say, considering his lack of understanding of the situation. There's an exception to every rule, and even though he's been doing this a long time, he's got to remember that.
So, this deployment, my craving food is garlic mashed potatoes. I have no idea why, but I crave it like all the time now. How weird is that.
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