So how grand is it that I've been waiting for Lowes to install my fence for a little over 2 weeks and come to find out today that they don't have the correct parts that they need to finish the job. It'll be a few more weeks until they can finish it. Seriously!? I PAID for these people to do this job right and they can't do it because someone sent them the wrong parts?! Who do I have to yell at for this carelessness?
My tooth is killing me. I have an appointment at a dentist tomorrow and I'm betting that they're going to tell me that I need a root canal.
I thought that seeing a psychologist about my depression was going to help. I thought that going to a doctor was going to help. Instead, I feel like a failure. I feel like I can't do this by myself and I feel like I have failed my husband. He needs to be able to trust his wife to be here and be capable of handling everything and anything that happens in his absence. I feel like because I went to a doctor, and saw a psychologist, that I failed him, that I failed myself.
The cherry on top of this cake is that my close friend is upset with me. And I don't think she is right to be.
i'm sorry that you didn't connect with the psychologist you went to. i know that if you don't connect it's a lot harder to accept help from him/her. i don't think you are a failure for going to a doctor and asking for help...i think it shows strength and courage to ask for help when you know you need it. keep your head up.
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