Thinking too much

You know what I really want to do right now? It is a beautiful day. and it's 80 degrees outside. I want to go to Beaufort and spend the entire day with Jordan. I want to walk along the water, and go to the general store and get some rock candy and visit the graveyard and pay our respects to people who have been dead for 300 years. I want to sit in the car and share a mountain dew and sit on the dock and just stare at the ocean and talk to him. I want to laugh with him again and hold his hand. Days like this don't come in November. I want to spend one summer day with him. It's been nearly two years since I've done that.