Idk

I don't even know what to post about. I guess I'll just write how I'm feeling. I'm feeling confused and conflicted. I'm feeling lost and I don't know what to do. I don't know what I want and I don't know how to find out. I miss him, but I don't miss him. I want him to come home, not because I want him here, I just want to figure out what is going on.