Distraction

I'm going to work soon, which will be so welcome. I've hardly worked all week. I need to do something. Jordan and I were really good this morning. We didn't have any conflict at all. We just talked and joked around. See, this is why I need help. One day, my world is falling to pieces and I'm a hysterical mess and the next day I am perfectly normal and I have no problems whatsoever. That's not normal! That's insane. People can't handle emotion swings like that. that's just crazy. Jeez

I talked to Jo for a while this morning. I really really miss her. I haven't seen her in over a year and now she has a beautiful baby boy. We have always been each others support. It's so hard to have her all the way across the country. Praise Allah for Skype. It's pretty much what holds all of my relationships together through the tough times.