I miss him

I just miss him so much. Most of the time, the ache in my heart is dull and I can push it back, but it really really hurts today. I just want to be able to talk to him again, I want to be able to look into his eyes and have a conversation. I want to tell him everything and anything. I want to sit out on the back porch and hold his hand. I want to listen to him talking to me. I want to feel his skin against my skin, soothing and comfortable. I want to curl up on the couch and watch a movie with him and just put my head on his chest. I want to listen to his heart beating and close my eyes. I just want him here. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of coming home to an empty house. I'm tired of this already. I miss him so much.