Big Decision

I've been discussing it with Jordan alot lately. I'm scared, yes. Not only of what my friends will think, but my family as well. What if I disappoint them? I don't want to, but I want to follow my heart. I want to believe in something I'm comfortable with. I feel like God wants me to do this. I don't want Islam to be a phase. I want it to be a lifelong change. I want it to stay. I'm just scared. I need to have faith. I know I do, I just need to trust in God.