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I'm not really in a good mood tonight. Normally, I don't think about my friends lives or compare them to my own, but for some reason, I am in a really selfish place today. Suddenly, I'm mad at everyone on facebook for making even a hint of complaint at anything that happens to them. I'm jealous. I hate how the only thing they have to complain about is next weeks test or this weeks homework, or a bad day at work. I hate how those things to me seem so little when to them, they feel like giant misfortunes. I want my husband back. I want to hold him again. I want to speak to his face and look into his eyes. I want to hear his voice next to me, and feel his hand in my hand. I want to be able to talk to him about my day and text him on the phone. I hate coming home to an empty, dark house. I hate making my meals alone and eating them alone.I hate living like I'm single, but still being married. I hate not knowing when he's going to call me next and I hate how I haven't seen the man that I married in 6 months. I hate how long that seems and I hate that I've done it. I hate what it's done-- what it's doing to our relationship. Tonight I hate it.