I should have listened to Saga. [instert Saga's "I told ya so" here]
Jamie is nothing but a negative influence on my life. I am so embarassed that I once actually considered her my closest friend. I've done this whole best-friend-ignoring-and-deprioritizing you shit before with Morgan. I'm not even going to start it with Jamie. It's just over now. If she wants to put school in front of everything else in her life, then that's fine, but she can't expect to have friends who will put up with being blown off, put down, and virtually ignored for extended periods of time. I believe that I have been overly patient with the importance of school in her life, but I am not an optional friend. I have made her a priority in my life, not realizing that I was disposable in hers.
And it's not just her, really. It's Michael too. The way Jordan took care of things around the house for Jamie, if she needed anything at all, ANYTHING. He would have done it for her, with the understanding that Michael would take care of me as he was doing for Jamie, in his absence. But Michael, has only come over to mow my yard once, and helped me assemble my lawn furniture, a week or two after Jordan left.
This is just my vent. It's just so irritating. She's finally lost her last friend in North Carolina.
I never wanted to have to say that I told you so. lol. It sucks that you had to put up with the same thing that I did. She used Steve to help her out when she was alone and then talked shit about him. You also know first hand that she didnt keep up with any of her promises to help me out. Im sorry that jamie is such a bitch. lol.
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