Anticipation

So, in less than two weeks Jordan and I will be the official owners of a brand new home in Havelock North Carolina. Wow. Just saying that sounds so surreal. I can't believe we're getting a house of our own. I can't believe that we're moving out of Slocum. That is so amazing. I'm anticipating this move and this new chapter in our lives. It's so exciting.

We're also planning a trip to Indiana soon. Seeing my parents again is going to be so amazing, you all have heard and felt my sadness and homesickness for my parents and my home in Indianapolis. You know how much I miss them. I am very anxious about Jordan's and my own family, though. I am a muslim now. I have rejected the idea that Jesus is God and I'm afraid I've lost some respect in many relationships I had because of that. In my opinion, the love of a family member extends past their religion, but I'm not so sure that my opinion is shared by some of my aunts and cousins. I'm anticipating a cooler welcome from my family than I am used to. That saddens me, but that's okay.

I want to go to school. I want to major in some sort of History and I want to become a teacher. I want Jordan to start school. We are in a time in our lives that school is a very good idea. We need to think about going to school now so that we can use the education for our future.