I had one of "those" nights. When It weighs heavily on me that my husband is a distant, hazy memory and that I still have a few weeks yet before I see him. I know it sounds stupid, after all the months I've been through, a few weeks shouldn't be difficult. But I feel like it might as well be years. Because it's not today.
The Return and Reunion Brief is on the 19th of this month. I have a feeling that it's going to realy help me visualize the end of the deployment. It will help me prepare for his return and remind me about things that I have forgotten. I know it seems lame sometimes to go to R&R briefs, but they really do help. They also get you excited about his homecoming. It feels more real when the Squadron is acually helping you get ready for it, you know?