Kinda felt good

I got really drunk last night. It was my extremely immature way to handle the fact that I missed my husband and I wanted to talk to him.

I feel like shit right now, of course. The day after usually sucks, but last night was actually kinda fun. It felt good to really let go of some of the shit I hold inside. It felt good to act like a child and do whatever I want.

It didn't help anything, I still miss my husband. In fact, I miss him AND I have a splitting headache. BUT


I had a good time.