I need you

I need you tonight.

I feel alone and I feel hurt. I feel lost and I'm afraid.

I feel hopeless. I feel like I'm sitting under a dark cloud and it's following me around everywhere I go.

For the first time in a while, I want to curl up in our bed and feel your arms around me. I want to feel your face near me. I want to hear the words come out of your mouth. That everything will be okay. That you won't let anything happen to me. That you'll protect me, that you'll comfort me, that you will always be there for me.

The thought of you brings me comfort. I was scared that I would never feel that again. I was scared that I didn't love you anymore.

I do though.

I do love you.