Ridiculous

This deployment has been absolutely insane so far. I am terrified to see what else it's going to throw at me. It's only been two months!! And I've been reduced to therapy and mental instability. I mean, last year I had my problems, if you want to go back through my posts, but this one has seriously taken the cake. I've been trying to stay positive, but as soon as I put on an optimistic attitude, something else disasterous happens and I'm reduced again to tears. It wants to put me in my place and keep me there, that's for sure, and for some reason I'm letting it.


Work was awesome now that that douchebag quit. I love the people I work with. They're amazing. I'm going to miss them when the summer is over and they go back to college. I'll try not to think about that. Brittney has discussed moving in with me again, but I'm not interested in having a roomate. I know that the living situation would quickly turn into me feeling like I have a teenage daughter. Yeah no thanks. I've tried to reprogram the key fob for my car, but it didn't work. I think that's because I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm going to have to spend the $$ for Subaru to do it for me. That fucking sucks.

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