jeesh

I think I've completely lost it now. I was sitting in my kitchen, frying Lumpia, and I looked at a picture of Jordan and just started talking to it, him, I mean. I felt a little weird and silly at first, but before I knew it, I was like screaming at him. Everything that I have ever had a problem with in the last like 6 months that I haven't been able to talk to him about, I just got it all out there in the kitchen. And I do mean everything. I was to a point where I could do nothing more than cry because I was so upset. It was a little, no it was a lot, insane. I really think I may have lost my entire freaking mind.