Jordan and I were discussing this yesterday, and it's become an issue that we really needed to confront. He thinks I'm falling back into my old habits. He thinks I'm depressed. I hadn't actually thought about it, but I'm not going to lie. He might actually have a point. It would explain a lot about what's been going on with my moods and my attitude towards everything. It makes me really sad that I'm depressed again, because I had convinced myself that I had beaten it. I guess you never truly beat it, huh. Anyway, Jordan needs to put us on TRICARE Prime, so that I can go see a doctor on base, because he really worries about me, and this upcoming deployment has him worried as well. Hell, I'm worried about it.
On a side note. I really want to know what my husband will be doing in Sierra Leone.
Precious you really need to get some help on your depression. That will not go away I know that . I have been medicated for a long time. Can you imagine all the stuff that happened into my life If i did not have medicine? I could not cope with all that stuff. Medicine can help. Depression is not to be taken lightly. Mommy loves you a lot Sugar..Take good care of yourself . With all my love... Mommy:)
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