Next week.
This is it. This is the big event. He's leaving on Monday. Every time I look at him, that goes through my head. I'm not going to see him this time next week. I haven't really cried yet. That scares me, but maybe this will be better than last time. Maybe. I'm still petrified. I wish my parents could have come down. The feeling I get when he leaves is strangely familiar with the I need my mommy and daddy feeling.
It's coming and I'd like to believe that I'm ready for it. I am fine, and I will be fine. Everything is fine.
Hello precious.... I understand your feelings.... It is hard I know!!!!!! I wish Me and Daddy can be there for you and comfort you. We will try to be there for your birthday..... I love you so much I do not like to see you hurt and sad.. . just remember it is temporary...I miss you so much and I love you so very much...
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