Grow up

I feel like a child. I don't want to go back to North Carolina. I want to stay with my mom and dad. I want to stay here for a little bit longer. I know I've been so selfish during this visit. Jordan has been wanting to spend time with his parents together, but I've just been spending time with my parents, so he's been going alone. I guess honestly, I just don't like his parents. There's nothing really wrong with them, they're wonderful people, but I just don't really like them. It's silly and judgemental. Allah forgive me, but it's the truth.