March is here. That only leaves me with two months with Jordan before he leaves again. Two months and I go back to crying everynight, seeing a letter from him and my heart breaking into a million pieces. It's hard for me to wrap my head around. He just got back. He just got back home. I can't believe he's leaving again. It's another summer alone. Don't get me wrong, Carolina summers are amazing, it's just I'll be alone. I'd so much rather share them with Jordan.
It only hurts so bad because I love him so much. He is my best friend. He is the one I've always been able to trust, I can go to him with anything and tell him anything. He has always been my support. He is who I am most comfortable around and the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. He makes my life worth living. When he's gone, I only live for the day he returns.
Oh how am I going to do this again?
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