New Year

Jordan has been home for a month now. I haven't posted in a while. My apologies.

The transition of a husband coming home from a deployment, I was told, was going to be a difficult one. We were going to have some disagreements and we were probably going to have to fall in love with each other all over again, so I was expecting that. I was fully prepared for arguments and long nights talking and just getting to know each other again. What I didn't expect was hardly any change at all.

Yes of course having him home is so different, It's a new lifestyle that I have to re adapt to, but I honestly adapted faster than I could have imagined. I think becaue I was so happy before he left, having him home made me instantly want that happiness again. Yes, both of us have changed so much, but our new personalities are just as harmonious as our old ones. Honestly, Jordan and I have never been happier. I'm so glad to have him home now. I'm so glad that I can physically touch his face, and look into his eyes and speak to him again. It's so wonderful.

This new year hasn't started out so great. Just last night one of our beloved rabbits was injured and died. It was late and there was no vet we could take her to, so our beautiful Cadence died in our arms. It was horrible. It was painful and when I'm in a better mind, I'll write more about it. Happy New year.