Finally

It's November. This is the last month of the deployment. One more paycheck. Three more trash days. One more car payment...and so on and so forth. Six months ago, I couldn't imagine this month coming. It seems so surreal. I'm not as excited as I expected to be actually. Wait, no, that didn't sound right. It's not like I'm not excited, because I am. What I meant was, I'm mostly relieved. I'm more relieved than excited. I'm expecting the excitement to come within the next few weeks, you know? I just feel so relieved that it's almost over. So happy.